Not exactly a
happy ending -- at least not
yet added
6 March 2019
I found it!
I don't know where things go when they
disappear -- car keys, umbrellas, and
items like the
lost crucifix. If I had my "'druthers"
I would like there to be somewhere in this many-layered
quantum cosmos that some very
intelligent persons tell us we
inhabit... I would like there to be
oodles of alternate places where those things are
stashed, even moved there on purpose
by the objects themselves. Maybe they are imbued with a
soul-like life force, certainly with a
Puckish sense of humor. I don't believe -- (well,
maybe a smidgen) -- but I certainly
don't know that such is the
case; as I said, it's just my
"'druthers". Perhaps it's offensive to
some that I
suggest a crucifix bearing the
likeness of Jesus might indeed
participate in such shenanigans -- get lost for 75 years,
driving the rest of us batty. I do not
mean to offend.
Anyway, I found the
crucifix (pictured) and it is just as
Luciana described it to me on the many occasions she told me the
story you read above this box: the
small box is tiny (4 cm x 4 cm/not
even 2 inches); it's dark purple, hinged and
contains the necklace and silver
crucifix shown here. Inside, there is
a memorial inscription to St. Anthony
of Padua.
I also found a photograph of my
wife as a child
(about age 5) sitting in the garden of
that villa playing with her little
pail. (I put the photo in the story, above.) I
still talk to the adult version quite
a lot, especially in my dreams (since
she is no
longer with me):
"What do you mean, it's right where
you it put it?! It was at the bottom
of an old cardboard box under a
thousand letters and photos!"
"Look, it's not supposed to be
easy. That's not how these things
work, dummkopf!" (She spoke
German, too.)
"Oh."
These things? Is there design
here? A plan? Dare I say plot?
As I have said, I know very little
about such things as the afterlife,
previous lives, alternate lives, or
even my own life, so I had her put me
through to Harry Houdini. He would
know, right? "Sorry, kid. No can
do. Trade secret. But it's a
humdinger, huh? Believe me, kid, He
knows what He is doing. Here, pick a
card." Big help. Maybe
the plan is to re-lose the thing and
have it wind up back through the
quantum looking glass in my wife's
possession -- wherever she is. Then
she can walk over to the now eternally
young woman for whom it was intended
and say, "Here. I think this is
yours." That would be great.
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